again, if you ever found this blog, please keep it to yourself. since i was small, ive been very very very obsessed in getting married. dulu rasa macam umur 18 tahun, lepas habis sekolah terus nak kahwin. i think because growing up kan i saw my parents tenang dan damai, tak bergaduh sepanjang marriage diorg, ada rumah sendiri, kereta sendiri. best. rasa tenang, or- nampak tenang. fast forward to now, im 24, not even engaged!! not even a fiancee at this point. rasa macam dah gagal dah kehidupan hahaha. kereta dah ada, kerja dah ada. yang takda? suamiiii T.T hahahaha i thought i want a marriage- tak kisah la kahwin dgn siapa asalkan kahwin. tapi tidak ya rakan-rakan, saya ada specific person yang saya suka dan saya tunggu :( we're planning to plan a wedding after he got his job (we just graduated 2 months ago) tapi belum ada rezeki dia lagi nak dapat kerja. about him, i remember knowing him from a friend of mine- yang i tanya pasal my final year project during diploma. that ti...